This chapter of my life has been called “F#ck F#ck F#ck: I’m in my late 20s.” It has been one of the most fulfilling and also one of the most painful times in my life. Big things pile up on top of my shoulders as if testing me- seeing if I will break. Everything is shifting and I feel big change coming. I am constantly being taught to let go of what I have no control over and that overexerting myself isn’t going to overcompensate for the trials I will inevitably face. I am learning every day how to be still. This time is a reminder that growth is painful, that the old chapter has to end before the new one can begin, and that happy moments and sad moments hardly come exclusively. Life is beautiful and beautifully hard, and you are not supposed to have all the answers. 🌑🌘🌗🌖🌕 #lifeoverexistence
Happy Birthday, @karensotomayorj 🌹Thank you for being a huge part of my life. You are a force to be reckoned with. You make every task exciting and I can’t wait do wheelies in our motored scooters one day when we are 95. (All the photos I have are screenshots from Snapchat and you would 🔪 me. “This is the best day of my life!” vs “I’m going to throw up!” ) feat @kaski666 🎥 @kilroywuzhere1
A year ago I shed my skin. You ripped it right off of me, without a question- without consent. A year ago you tried to kill that soft part of me. The marks on my wrist will always remind me. I still feel your fingerprints. A year ago I slipped lose, And life began again. I am born brand new. You will always be a sick sad man. Hell haunts your fate, lingering over head. You could not steal my white to cover up your stains. I am new. I am new. #metoo#lifeoverexistence
I fall down at the pace of a feather; eyes closed waiting for the kiss of my pillow; That place between awake and dreaming where secrets are kept; Where golden orbs of dew are suspended in night air and fireflies dance around us; Where time stands still and the curve of your lips caress my skin; Where I left my body behind and my soul became visible; Where I am always enough... Take me to that place.
Find a best friend who supports you at your weakest, loves you at your ugliest, motivates you to your best, and makes people question whether you’re lovers. My rock, comedic relief, and hype girl all in one. Love you 🖤