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cigarettes_and_solitude

cigarettes_and_solitude

My blog/journal-respect it. Pro recovery- not in it.

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^^ I keep writing suicide notes. Some long some short. I can not be in this much pain for every much longer. Appetite is decreasing and I'm doing small work outs at home because I'm to fat to go to the gym. ×tags× #gymhelp #depression #depressed #selfharmmm #selfhate #selfharrm #eatingdisorder #anxiety #paranoia #cut #cutt #cutter #fat #skinny #size000 #size00 #overweight #weightloss #vegan #anoreixa #bulima #starving #relapse #collarbones #thighgap #hipbones #bed #bingeeat #bingeeatingdisorder
I wish I had people. Being alone is hurting me now. Starting to make friends but as always I'm more into the friendship than they are and I'm going to get hurt. ×tags× #gymhelp #depression #depressed #selfharmmm #selfhate #selfharrm #eatingdisorder #anxiety #paranoia #cut #cutt #cutter #fat #skinny #size000 #size00 #overweight #weightloss #vegan #anoreixa #bulima #starving #relapse #collarbones #thighgap #hipbones #bed #bingeeat #bingeeatingdisorder
Caption says everything. Gonna start the gym with a friend in the morning and try to begin a diet. Gonna stick to as little calories as possible. I can't be like this anymore. ×tags× #gymhelp #depression #depressed #selfharmmm #selfhate #selfharrm #eatingdisorder #anxiety #paranoia #cut #cutt #cutter #fat #skinny #size000 #size00 #overweight #weightloss #vegan #anoreixa #bulima #starving #relapse #collarbones #thighgap #hipbones #bed #bingeeat #bingeeatingdisorder
Sigh. Kill me.
I hate my life. I hate the way I look. Why can't I stop eating 😣
Suddenly sinking back down to somewhere I've not been for a long time. It's mentally exhausting.
I want to die. I'm lonely and alone overweight and stupid. I can't cope with my life anymore.
Nobody seems to understand that I'm tired of living. Everything about being alive isn't worth it anymore. I'm not sure how much longer I can continue.
Life. So close to cutting myself up so badly I can't take life anymore.
I can not do this anymore. I'm sick of pretending. I just want to die. Mentally and emotionally my life is over. Why can't it be physically?!
I want to sleep 😔😴

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