Expectations lead to disappointments, still in life people expect. I'd you expect about something that's not in your hands, you are setting yourself up for disappointment. Similarly when people like your parents expect you to do what they wish or think is good for you, u either follow them and their thoughts or you dissappoint them. The fact here is that dissappointment is better than false hope or maybe regret, nothing in life will hurt you more than the regret of not doing what you want. So listen to your heart and do what's right or just regret, the choice is yours! #screwup#free#freeyourself#dissapointment#expectations#expect#regret#parent'swishes #fact#falsehope#heart#hope#lifedirection#future#futuregoals
There are these days, when I only want to embrace my sadness. My demons won't stop talking. My eyes won't stop watering. The rain won't stop falling. These are days I remember I'm not as strong as I want to be and I'm not as happy as I want to be. My whole body hurts and I'm not even ready to leave my bed. A long time I thought thats just silly me talking to my silly self. Hating my own body and mind just because I feel so weak. Now I know I suffer under mental illness and I need to heal my soul in small steps, day by day. But healing myself without help can be painful sometimes and then these days come back and there is only thought: Maybe some people aren't suppossed to live. But than I remember all the pretty places I haven't been to, the people I'll love that I haven't met and my mother who would miss me like nobody else ever could. What I want to say is that every small step is important, but today was a big step backwards. Take care of your loved ones. I want nobody to suffer the way I do under your own soul. Just..take care.