#chemistry // #blood — exchange of energy. from lead(negative/heavy) to gold(positive/light). scales(snakes; caduceus** staff) in balance. duality at the surface. proximity of degrees. separation? knowing the difference(subtract). pulling out the negative charge. the dead. heavy metals. the collective. a collection of memory(past). the past is dead. the dead has risen again. what goes around, comes around(again). cycle. she's on. he's off. alchemy. our chemistry(imbalance). hence, the degenerate, and the degeneration(decay/dying/death). what is dead? what we know. this knowledge is nothing new. nothing new brings more of the old(dying); deterioration of the brain. from pink to grey matter. books are now our crutch. constantly reading. addiction. escape. rape. dirty brown. sh!t. what is an indication of this metal in said condition? rust. a change in color, dullness. what has life is bright, fully saturated. colorful. full of color. the absence of color draws a blank. 0. think nothing of it. it is what it is. equivalent exchange. if nothing is there, we are not here. absence. what is absent is negated. negative. space. the space between? separation. what separates us? on a chemical level, is there a charge? physics. attraction. down to a science, we can get it. ➰💡🛠📝💭
To travel means often taking distance and changing perspectives. To me it gives time and space to reconnect with who i really am and think how I want to live from now on. It helps me to lose those unnecessary roles and habits that dont serve me anymore. Gives a chance to be wonderfully nobody and have no one expecting anything from me. Abundance of outside & inside discoveries. Thats traveling to me these days.
Don’t judge your insides by someone else’s outsides. 🙌🏼 . This time of year I always feel more vulnerable, less comfortable. Literally, my body rejects the cold weather and I feel more confined and trapped rather than cozy and supported. . I choose to face the sun and recognize I am just fine. All is well. There is nothing wrong with me. If I need to sleep more or spend more time alone or rest more, it is all okay. . I am still powerful. My ability to choose is my power and my perspective of whatever I see is my INTERPRETATION and will dictate my response (both emotionally and behaviorally). . So I can beat myself up and complain about the things I am seeing that are not my personal preference of I can soothe myself with kind thoughts like: Nothing really matters very much. I don’t have to do anything right now. It’s all alright. Everything is always working out for me. This too shall pass. I can relax and take my time. Just breathe. . And then I can feel myself releasing resistance to this experience of life. And then I can allow more, I can love more, I can trust more because I have soothed myself into a better place in my mind. . Our lives are lives in our minds first. Get your mind in a better place and your experiences will start to change. #coachkelliedale#wintervibes#solitude#mindfulness 🙏🦋💕❄️