Today I have been pushed to my limits! Im not afraid to say my daughter had full control today. All day I’ve wished it to be bedtime so I can just sit down in peace with a cup of tea and do NOTHING 😞. But tomorrow is a new day. Jords cooking me some dinner as I have 0 energy. Hopefully an early night will cure this horrid mood that I’m in lol. New videos up on my channel also so go and give it a watch.
We've come to the park to practise his recall because honestly he doesn't listen to a word I say. Now I've let him off his lead and he just wants to sit and stare at me 🙄 #reg#cavachon#losingthewilltolive
This will make you laugh as it will me tomorrow though right now I want to cry 😯 After abandoning my car for my mums for the past month it was proper humpy with me and has been playing up.Took the car to our mechanic today and yes it needs new break thingys because they are warped and new break pads. Making dinner tonight and oven blows up.I flick the fuse switch and try again and the oven blows again and the third time is not lucky. So then I have to drive the death trap car round to the chippy to get dinner and come home. Sitting having dinner and the son gets a call that he is meant to be at his pantomime for 6pm and not 6.30pm like we thought so he rushes to get ready but of course realises his football kit that he needs he has put in the wash as he wore it last night and forgot he would need it tonight! So now I sit eating my feelings, a creme egg to cheer me up and what feels like my only beacon of hope in a disastrously dark day. Some people will say that using food in this way is a bad habit and it maybe is but firstly I don't need that sort of negativity in my life and secondly my alternative of wanting to smash everything round me to smithereens with a baseball bat....no hockey stick, I don't own a baseball bat, before throwing myself to the ground in an unattractive snot bubble sobbing sort of way because I will only have to clean up my own mess and pay for the damaged replacements would equally get me committed. Though a soft squidgy room where all I have to do is sleep seems pretty good to me right now....well as long as they serve me creme eggs in demand and gin-icate me as part of the treatment plan 😊 #needtorun#running#run#runner#niblog#niblogger#blog#blogging#losingthewilltolive#eatingmyfeelings#cremeegghigh#cananythingelsegowrong#oneofthosedays#needgin#ginicate#lollyslot#lollyslotblog#brokenwoman