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Black wool πŸ™€#wishmeluckinthislight
People sometimes say “Why do you make those cuts? Are you some kind of attention seeker? Suicide is the coward’s way out, show some fucking guts” I don’t cut to kill, I cut so that I can feel Cause feeling pain is better than feeling nothing, at least it’s truly real And sometimes I wear them like a badge of honor Like black eye after a vicious fight with myself  I can keep on punching, but no one will ever win  I’m a man who strikes for the jaw, knowing I have a glass chin Cause you can fight any other man But you can’t fight ideas These are the worms digging into soft noggins inside hard coffins Messages from those that presume themselves dead Cause there’s not much difference between a coffin and laying flat in a bed And I sleep my days away, I call this planning ahead.  #death #life #suicidalthoughts #sadthoughts  #losingthewilltolive #darkdays #feelingempty #cuts #selfharm #selfdestruction #poetry #poem #writer #writing #creativewriting #potd #photooftheday #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #depression #anxiety #psychosis #psychotic #sad #hurt #jackthelaughingboy #photography #alley #blackandwhite
Long coach ride to see Weaver in Witney, #snapchatfilters #womancoughingoncoach #weallgoingtodie #losingthewilltolive #coach #travel
Oldie and still a goldie #nuts #needaholiday #losingthewilltolive #pitythefool #mrt #workplacehumor
Today I have been pushed to my limits! Im not afraid to say my daughter had full control today. All day I’ve wished it to be bedtime so I can just sit down in peace with a cup of tea and do NOTHING 😞. But tomorrow is a new day. Jords cooking me some dinner as I have 0 energy. Hopefully an early night will cure this horrid mood that I’m in lol. New videos up on my channel also so go and give it a watch.
I've now been on my tram 1 hour and 45 minutes... It's a 10 minute journey. Happy Monday everyone #tram #tfgm #losingthewilltolive #ihatetrams #cantwaitforaweekofthis #carshavingitsmot #fml #sendsupplies πŸ˜–πŸ˜–πŸ˜–πŸ˜–
We've come to the park to practise his recall because honestly he doesn't listen to a word I say. Now I've let him off his lead and he just wants to sit and stare at me πŸ™„ #reg #cavachon #losingthewilltolive
Even the apps have given up on me!!! Argh why will this Baby not come! I have done everything I can to get him out but nothing. My induction is booked for Thursday, but that still seems like a lifetime away.  Congratulations to all you Mum's who have had their babies this week! I am not envious at all πŸ˜‚  #pregnant #pregnantafterloss #41weekspregnant #overdue #losingthewilltolive #getthisbabyout
I just can’t hold it in anymore. IM BORED OF THE GLITTER CUT CREASE! My social media is filled with them! I want to see some other other than a glitter cut crease and blown out eye makeup #ijustwanttofeelinspired #mua #makeupartist #losingthewilltolive
Follow @spamwilloughby for more like this. Plz. Do. It. ——- #tryingtomakeit #followme #follow4follow #likeforlike #memes #meme #dankmeme #dailymemes #fun #funny #banter #loveme #valentines #rip #losingthewilltolive #kidsinthetrapp #gang
This will make you laugh as it will me tomorrow though right now I want to cry 😯 After abandoning my car for my mums for the past month it was proper humpy with me and has been playing up.Took the car to our mechanic today and yes it needs new break thingys because they are warped and new break pads. Making dinner tonight and oven blows up.I flick the fuse switch and try again and the oven blows again and the third time is not lucky. So then I have to drive the death trap car round to the chippy to get dinner and come home. Sitting having dinner and the son gets a call that he is meant to be at his pantomime for 6pm and not 6.30pm like we thought so he rushes to get ready but of course realises his football kit that he needs he has put in the wash as he wore it last night and forgot he would need it tonight!  So now I sit eating my feelings, a creme egg to cheer me up and what feels like my only beacon of hope in a  disastrously dark day. Some people will say that using food in this way is a bad habit and it maybe is but firstly I don't need that sort of negativity in my life and secondly my alternative of wanting to smash everything round me to smithereens with a baseball bat....no hockey stick, I don't own a baseball bat, before throwing myself to the ground in an unattractive snot bubble sobbing sort of way because I will only have to clean up my own mess and pay for the damaged replacements would equally get me committed. Though a soft squidgy room where all I have to do is sleep seems pretty good to me right now....well as long as they serve me creme eggs in demand and gin-icate me as part of the treatment plan 😊 #needtorun #running #run #runner #niblog #niblogger #blog #blogging #losingthewilltolive #eatingmyfeelings #cremeegghigh #cananythingelsegowrong #oneofthosedays #needgin #ginicate #lollyslot #lollyslotblog #brokenwoman
When your dog knows you’re making a cake in the kitchen and run out of hands to stop her creating carnage in the garden! 😩#nothiningbettertodo #losingthewilltolive #cockapoodestruction #cockapoo #birthdaycake
#currentmood #giggle #losingthewilltolive
Ugh. Get me out of here. #losingthewilltolive
Yeah right aha, not being discharged today now. so I’m still in hospital and slowly losing the will to live πŸ‘ŽπŸΌ @mental_health_memes_ . . . #meme #discharge #hospital #mentalhealth #idontwanttobehere #endthestigmatogether #funny #losingthewilltolive #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #takemeout
My TV is on (only really now thought to switch it off), and I am sitting here watching #youtube with headphones in because my upstairs neighbour has been sporadically drilling for around four hours now while his child has thrown tantrums, things and jumped about (on laminate flooring), while simultaneously slamming doors and crying. I'm almost at my limit. It's a nightmare. There's no peace here. Is it really too much to ask for a quiet upstairs neighbour (seeing as the landlord and letting agent flat out refuse to have carpet fitted)? I shouldn't have to sit here like this and be subjected to this shit. This is no life 🀀  #onedge #nopeace #howamisupposedtodoanything #writersofinstagram #writer #writersproblems #writerwithdepression #hardtostaypositive #losingthewilltolive #imgonnaexplode #anxietylevel100 #notahappybunny #needsomegood #needsomepeace #peopleequalshit #inconsideratemotherfucker

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