🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨 It feels like there is more creativity surrounding me than could ever possibly be expressed. Two people who are important to me messaged me with creative life changing breakthroughs this week. A lot of people struggle with the dilemma of wondering if they're meant to be a creative person. Is it just a crazy delusional dream? The answer is simple! If you're still dreaming it, every single day, it's your calling! If it wasn't, it would leave you alone! But even when you're busy and you're supposed to be focusing on other "important" stuff, this quirky little dream consumes you're awareness. Yea, it seems insignificant and small, but that's because you haven't given it life yet. Just start! Begin to express the infinite creativity within you and I promise you more will show up. The answers will be revealed. Each next step will be obvious once you begin the journey.
We have guests arriving tonight. @yourmatetom3 is coming up from Melbourne. If you're interested in altered states of consciousness and profound spiritual and psychedelic experiences I'd recommend checking out his documentaries. I'm excited to see what we can cook up together this coming week!
🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨🎨 Caitlan left this on our blackboard when she was house sitting for us during our Thailand adventures. Haven't considered erasing it since. She's about to take off to Central Coast to catch up with family and Joel and work for a month before she moves to WA to pursue her passion for environmentalism. She got into a university there. It's the only place she is able to study what her heart is calling for to move forward with her dreams. Take a leaf out of Caitlan's book. Don't let anything come between you and your highest calling. She also won the puzzle competition on Facebook!
Throwing it back to a time when I was feeling good financially. I was so financially stable at this time I took THREE last minute trips to NYC in one year. That was two years ago. From then to now, I have had a rough go around as far as finances go. Until now! I am finally financially stable again and it’s the best feeling. I promise you, take the time to figure out your finances. For the first time in a long time I got paid today, paid all my bills, and still had wayyyyyy too much money left over. You can do it! I believe in you! And I promise that you will feel so much less anxiety if you can get a handle on your finances. If you ever need help or have questions of where to start with money, DM me! I am always here to help the fam out. Stay strong my peeps! It’s the freakin’ weekend 🙏🏻
Something you all might not know. I suffer from depression•ptsd•c-ptsd •anxiety•bipolar•bpd• and anorexia(remission)• This means self care comes first. This is scary to say, but it means I am not perfect, I take medicine and see doctors a lot. I have never done this well in my life(I am doing all that I am supposed to do this entire past year). I have receptors and alleles that prevent my brain from receiving serotonin and dopamine(the shit that makes blessed people happy). My brain literally cannot function without those receptors being unblocked. I hate how simplified people want to paint medicine. I hate most meds because some side effects. But karen, I honestly prefer being able to be happy and mood stable and some drowsiness over daily insomnia, severe mood instability, and suicidality. When I am off my medication, I have thrown pasta at someone, driven my car into a side rail at 80mph, and tried to hang myself. So like yeah, let me have my meds sans judgment so I can live•work•create•be balanced and happy. Now do not get me wrong, I like holistic approaches, but everybody and EVERY BODY is different. Some days are harder than others. But what matters is trying, getting up, showing up for life whilst being gentle with oneself and not comparing. Yeah most of my friends and cousins bypassed me, but I am painting my own path. It involves jewlery, moving to europe this decade(socialized healthcare), studying biology and herpetology(snakes 🐍) in europe, learning a new language, and always creating something. Thanks @guerrillafeminism for being real #mentalhealthstigma#modernmedicine#borderlinepersonality#bipolar#imonlyhuman#beingreal#transparent#honesty#anorexiarecovered#onedayatatime#mentalhealthawareness#manicdepressive#bipolarawareness#borderlineawareness