Sometimes (okay probably most of the time) I expect way too much out of my self. I get down on myself if I don’t do things perfectly. It’s an impossible standard to live up to. I am not perfect. If I was I wouldn’t need to be here learning and growing. All I can do is my best.
10 pounds down, new hair, who dis? Long ways to go but extremely proud of my self. It’s not easy. It’s just isn’t. I have to think every time I go to eat about what I’m doing. I have to remind myself what I’m working towards daily. I may not be everyone’s cup of tea but I don’t need to be. I’m @swerveh0 ‘s overflowing cup. I’ve seen the biggest improvement in my back and shoulders over the past year. Video (yesterday) picture Jan. 11, 2017. Just over a year and I finally have wee baby lats 😂😂 now if I could just force my stomach to get it’s act fully together and lay perfectly flat again like it did in highschool... not asking for abs ! #backday#progress#notperfection ps @swerveh0 I love you for putting up with my bitching and complaining and eventually giving in and trusting your guidance every step of the way ❤️😘
I’m having a nice breakfast this morning because I felt like treating myself. Going out tonight with ALL 3 of my siblings & our significant others!! (Besides my brother in law, miss ya!).. starting my calorie cycling again next week.. it’s time to break these 230’s.. February has been a rough month for me. March is gonna be wayyyy better 💪🏻❤️ #striveforprogress#notperfection#progress#progressnotperfection
I’ve procrastinated long enough. Laundry day will have to commence today. Until my favs are clean today’s workout is brought to you by the bottom of the drawer. Yup, Crazy pants and bleach stained shirt. Oh yeah and I can’t forget the crazy hair. But that’s ok. No one can see me, I’m in my home gym, right? Lol. 😂 In all seriousness though, I was always so self-conscious of the way I looked especially when I went to the gym. Not that I was trying to impress anyone, but I felt like people would look at me weird-like I didn’t belong. I wasn’t fit enough or I looked too fat (how absurd). I mean really. Who is looking at me? Or even cared what I looked like? We were all there for the same reason-to get or stay healthy. All that is gone now. I can be as sweaty, ugly, uncoordinated, and mismatched as I want to be in my #homegym But I guess that doesn’t matter either since I’m posting my craziness here anyway. Well, workout complete. Day 37 in the books 📚. Happy #flexfriday show off some hard work today 💪🏻
Hell yeah! Parents are home and they come home with gifts! Mine...so fitting and ready for a Friday sweat sesh tomorrow morning! O.M.G I cannot wait to rep this one tomorrow.💕 . .. ... Muscle build is the focus these days, and I've come such a long way in my mind set. Growing up all I wanted was to be skinny, fit a size zero and lose weight! AHHHH what?! Now I want muscle all over, never look and stress at my pant size and not a give a damn about the scale! Fitness is so much more than a number! It's all a feeling; a feeling of confidence, strength and perseverance!💪 . .. ... It's time to let all the stress of what society tells us to look like go and be our best selves! Workout for YOU and never look at that damn scale again! All it took was a little Nicki Minaj, a dance sesh and a cute new tank to get me back on track! Happy Mini Friday, let's crush the rest of the week! 🤘